she'll just cry her pain away
maybe she'll be happy someday
maybe she'll just stop trying
it's hard to live when you're already dying
this curtain of tears, that hangs around her
it causes her to see her life as a blur
life is not worth it, she's ready to die
but someone can save her, please be that guy
I’d never tell you, but maybe you see
this girl that I speak of, is really me
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What did I do to deserve this
a chance at life with you I soon won’t miss
I need you to love me
o, boy can’t you see
I’ll keep wishing on this shooting star
but I know my dreams are far
you are my life
you are my everything
but because of you
I broke my wings
my crown has fallen
and shattered on the floor
I know for sure
that when you leave
I live no more
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you say you feel my pain
you say you want me to love you again
you talk a lot of crap behind my back
you never knew the only color I see is black
you think you know what's best for me
but you're blind because my pain you can't even see
why should I have to deal with this
it’s too bad, cause my love, you’re gonna miss
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She died late July.
Her spirit has gone away.
Nobody knew her
or why she is not here today.
Nobody but him,
though he will never say.
He had not the courage
or wisdom to go
while she waited for him
sitting alone in the dark.
He did not fulfill his part,
for she died
of a broken heart.
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What do you do when you feel alone
your heart is lost
and it wants to go home?
What do you say when love turns black
you are ashamed
and you think you should turn back?
How do you feel when you need someone
so badly it hurts
that you’re holding a gun?
Where do you go when you need a place to stay
you’re tired and cold
and it hurts to pray?
Can you turn back time when the world’s upside-down
you need to smile
but can only frown?
What do you do when you’re scared of yourself
and you want to put
love away on a shelf?
Where is your heart when you look at me
and my pain
do you even see?
Does it even help to ask you these things
when I feel this pain
and I feel how it stings?
I try to talk to you
But it’s so hard to do
I’m scared you won’t love me
Even though I’m trying to be who you want me to be
Is this what I was made for
Just to hold in this sadness that I already store?
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Nobody cares
for this lost, lonely being
Nobody cares
when look without seeing
Nobody loves her
but
she's known for a long time
Nobody loves her
not even this rhyme
Nobody knows
that her heart is broken
Nobody
knows
that she has spoken
Nobody cares
that she's going to die
Nobody cares
and she doesn't know why
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